I'm tired. Confused and annoyed and just caught in a viscous cycle of bullshit.
You don't call/sms, i'll get upset, hurt and pissed and will then complain, and you'll get annoyed that I keep complaining and wonder why i'm not an understanding girlfriend, then i'll get annoyed that you're annoyed because you caused it in the first fucking place and rewind and replay and rewind and replay and rewind and refuckingplay.
I wish you hadn't left me behind. I wish you had put in more effort. I wish I was more patient, more tolerant, less insecure and less paranoid that you'd cheat.
I had to hunt you down via eyebrowgirl just to get you to reply. I have sunk lower than low, way past desperate and am now plunging straight towards insanity.
I really fucking wish I didn't care, then maybe my heart will stop feeling like it's going to shatter.