I want to go to sleep and wake up and find that it was all a dream, a prank - please God anything but reality.
To find out that our love obviously counted for nothing - I can't even begin to describe the feeling, because really, there is no accurate description for soul rape, is there?
Trying to move along now by exercising my sarcasm/humor muscle, hopefully the pain will pass quickly, or I will get hit by a bus tomorrow and get serious amnesia and that will erase all memories of the past almost-3 years we spent together.
On a haitus for now - if i don't come back, either my get-hit-by-bus wish came true, or i have already flung myself off a high-rise or I have simply moved to another blog.
Gonna disable comments now, thanks for reading me, gonna remove myself from cyberspace for awhile til I get my life back on track.
Stay safe, use condoms, and remember, "Yes, We can!".