You could be happy and I won't know But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
Is it too late to remind you how we were But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are You made me happier than I'd been by far
Today is the 21st. One whole month since you left. Yay. Go me. Only 5 more to go.
It's your birthday in 3 days and our anniversary in 6. Then it'll be the holidays and xmas and new year and our 3rd year anniversary and we'll be in separate countries and literally 10,000 kilometres away.
I miss you so much it makes me physically nauseous.
I wish i could fast forward x8 like when you're forwarding past the shitty parts in a movie.
The fast forward button is broken, so here i am, forced to live out the next 5 months worth of horribly shitty shittiness.
Love you lots, miss you more.
Please come online soon.
Lots of love from 6213 miles away, your awesome girlfriend of awesomeness.