HMmm. let's COMTEMPLATE . abt studying. lalala

go aust:

- 1 year college + 3 yrs Uni + 1 yr Honors = 5 Yrs

- 13k for college, uni 6K per annum ( WHY COLLEGE MORE EX??)

- live with sis in our OWN HOUSE ( but then again, it's MY SIS !! X| )

- AWESOME WEATHER

- exposure

- kick ass jobs ( 1 hr in MACDONALD gets you 10 AUS DOLLARS = 20 + SINGA DOLLAR !#!@$!$#!)

- Leave my CONVICT HERE !!!!

- leave SPOT HERE

Stay in S'pore:

- 3 yrs poly + 3 yrs uni + 1 yr honors = 7Yrs

- 6.3k for poly ( 3 yrs) + 4 yrs Uni ( not sure how much, but it's MUCH CHEAPER )

- no exposure

- shitty weather X(

- slight / miniscule chance of not getting in s'pore UNI

- no chance of jumping to a Overseas University ( 2nd yr) cuz not taking med sciences -.-

- competitive classmates ( no doubt my brain is like 4 times bigger lol)


yeah so THAT's ABT IT .yeah. so which would u choose hmmm ? to go and get ur degree in a shorter amt of time, but at higher costs? or longer period of time and less cost ? JC IS NOT AN OPTION IT'S SO ROUTINE GET A LIFE PLS -.- .

I LINKED JOLENE HOWW !! SO HOW ? LOL. check her blog out . LALALALAALALALALA ........ miss my convict..i wanna play laserQUEST !

lol oh yeah yst I TRASHED AMANDA'S ASS AT O2JAM SHE'S IN DENIAL SHE WON'T ADMIT THAT SHE LOST !!! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHH !!

AMANDA = SORE LOSER !!!!

wahahahahahahah x) !!!! just cuz i won PLUS I STILL HAD ENOUGH TIME TO send her an SMS ( "u SUCK" ) beFORE THE SONG STARTED !! wahahaha. that's cuz MY BRAIN'S SO BIG I CAN MULTI-TASK !!! A.K.A SEND SMS + KICK YOUR BUTT !! WAHAHAHAHAHA !! bet she's gonna FLAME ME !! wahahahahahh !! you know you love me AMANDA WONG TING TONG !!!

blah. watched a movie yst. funny . 2 become 1. er. abt breast cancer. you shuld watch it. lala i feel diarrhoae coming on. OUCH. lol. i miss my baby =( . lalala. boring day. called jacqueline to confront her, HEY I SPOKE NICELY OK MS LIN ZIYING ? I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY WE'RE BAD INFLUENCES? ROAR. LALALALALALAL X) (don't look at me like that -.-) i DID talk nicely and without swear words ok ? stone. i don't wanna go aust, but then if i'm going i shuold go next month so that i'll complete Uni the same yr as my sister -.- . LALALALALALALALALALAL i nEED TO SHITTTttTtttTtTTt. just so you know. wahahahaha.

i'm ANNOYED. make that irritated. no make that SUPER DAMN FREAKING PISSED. THIS IS TO JACQUELINE MONKEY TAN :

please get a life. ( i shall try my best not to swear) . WHAT BAD INFLUENCE TO ZIYING?? WHAT??? I SMACK YOUR FLAT NEHNEHS TILL YOU GET 2 TYPES OF DEPRESSION MAN ! what rubbish? if you want to, don't make discreet calls to ziying. you've got something to say, you come and say it to my face, understand? bloody bull crap -.- . what bad influence? did i teach her to smoke or drink ? did i? DID I ? you nehneh. we went to sentosa, so she wore a bikini. SO? WEAR A FREAKIN BIKINI ILLEGAL HUH? WEAR ALREAADY EVERYONE WILL CONDEMN YOU TO HELL FOR BEING A SLUTTY BITCH AND YOU SHOULD BURN FOREVER FOR FORSAKING MODESTY HUH?? HUH?? HUH??????? SLAP YOU ! WHAT THE FUCK ( i know i said i wouldn't swear, but i can't help myself) ! SO LINGERIE MODELS AND GIRLS WHO WEAR BIKINIS SHOULD ALL BE STONED TO DEATH AND THROWN INTO THE PITS OF HELL IZZIT? BLOODY COCONUT !!ROAR!! SO NEXT TIME GO SENTOSAA CANNOT WEAR BIKINI MUST WEAR LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS AND JEANS AND HIGH SOCKS IS THAT IT ??? WHAT THE FUCK. blah. " it's so not you to wear bikini lor - you should stay away from yoko and amanda" wah knn i tell you, you go fuck a goat or something ok ? wearing a bikini does not equate to being a slut, or that i'm a bad influence , you nehneh. are you just jealous that you can't fill a bikini or you don't look as good or some shit? pleaase. ok. screw that, shouldn't insult your looks. it's unethical. but please ok? you don't know me, don't go screw around with her heaad and say yoko = BAD. screwYOU . -.- .

and WHAT DON'T RETAKE O LEVELS AAND GO FOR DIRECT ADMISSION?? WHAT BLOODY AMITOFU BULLCRAP IS THAT??? ZIYING GOT 22 POINTS. TWENTY FREAKIN TWO YOU GOONDUNEHNEH =.=.( sorry Zinc. but it's a fact, lol) cut off points for courses stay the same for both DAE and APPEAL you fuckhead.kanina if she appeal with 22 points cannot getin what MAKES YOUR BLOODY EMPTY HEAD SO SURE THAT SHE CAN GET IN THROUGH DAE YOU GOONDU ?????? IF SHE RETAKES SHE CAN GET BETTER GRADES AND SHIT AND GO FOR A COURSE RATHER THAN GO STUDY JUST FOR THE SAKE OF STUDYING ?!?! YOU HATEE REAL ESTATE BUT YOU GO INTO REAL ESTATE ANYWAY JUST CUZ U CAN IZZIT? KANINA HOW DUMB IS THAT? SHE DOES BETTER THIS YEAR = BETTER SCORE =BETTER, WIDER RANGE OF COURSES = ZIYING HAPPY ! DUMB DUMB =.= . she don't retake what you want her to do? sweep floor huh? cock. then even if she does go for DAE she can only go into RP. which is a FUCKED UP POLY. ( ok not really fucked up ) but not that good and even people with crap results ( like you) can go into BUSINESS COURSE. please lah -.-. she might as well go MDIS - one sixth the time, half the cost. idiot. and what , use LYC as an example? shit results = can't go anywhere , not matter how you appeal,ok dumb ass? (unless it's design coursses. and zinc can't draw to save her life ok?) it's like using your heaad to LANGAH the wall. every day you go smash your head against the wall, thinking - it's ok, everyday i smash, the wall will come down . kanina you smash till you brains achieve the consistency of mash potato ,the wall still ain't coming down what !!! kanina. same logic. you know no matter how you appeal, you're ARE NOT GETTING IN CUZ U GOT SHIT RESULTS. THEn KEEP APPEALING FOR WHAT? KANINA =.=. you're making me damn annoyed with ridiculous arguments.

AND YOU ASKED HER TO QUIT !!! WHAT THE FUCK !!!!SO WHAT THE PAY ISN'T THAT GOOD? IT'S HER FIRST JOB, it gives her experience , and helps her improve her reflexes ok bitch? anyway she likes the job. her maths has improved too ! fuck . pay low cannot ? we get the same pay ok bitch ? unless you KNOW FOR A FACT SHE'S FUCKING UNHAPPY WITH HER JOB THEN YOU ASK HER TO QUIT OK, FUCK BRAIN ? KANINA YOU THINK WANNA QUIT CAN JUST QUIT? JUSTLIKE STUPID JIALI. SO BLOODY MONEY FAACED. ZINC IS HAVING FUN, THIS IS A MODERATELY PACED JOB FOR HER TO LEARN THE ROPES. FUCK OFF OK ? don't bloody come anyhow psycho her you fuckbrains. if she wants to quit, she would have. so fuck off. i'm DAMN ANGRY OK? fuck OFF before i shove a banana up your asses . BAH !


OFF WITH HER HEAD !!!!


some letters come out double cuz the keyboard is kinda spoilt.sry abt that

Went shopping with AMaNDA yst. LALALA ^^ ! saw thiS DAMN nice ripcurl BIkini, black with green tendrils , damn NICe !! 79 bucks though. SPLURGE ? or NOT TO SPLURGE ?? haha. HARD DECISION MAN !! bought a ZARA Top , AMANDA WONG TING TONG PsyCHo-eD me inTO GETTING IT !! MY MONEY !! NOOOOO !!! lol. alright alright, wasn't really her fault, but i must FIND SOMEONE TO BLAME !lol. had to work today ( again) cuz my bro was "sick" ( ya my balls ok ? i came home to find him ON THE COMPUTER,the little bitch ) . argued with sis again ( YAY ). hmmmm .. so anyways, ate with my convicts' parents. bought a harness/leash thingy for SPOT, so we can bring him out for walks. HEHE ! brought spot to his house, his MOM totally ADORES the dog. haha. strangely enough, SPOT ran straight for jamie's room and started rollign abt in jamies' mess ( his clothes.) haha !!! his mom was laughing so hard. lol. LALALALAL ^^. had an AWESOME TIME !! ehehe.

i'v ebeen thinking abt decorating my NEW ROOM !! when i get one, that is. so i racked my brain an came up with alist of stuff ( with est. pricings ) i want in my room. haha, just a gauge for me, but it's SOOOO OUT OF REACH !! LOL ! here goes :

-paint joB ( DOne myself / by my SLAVE ^^ ) = $50+

-EXPEDIT shelf ( black/white ) = $249

-wall band ( it's like wall paper, but DAMN NICE and CLASSy when i get it i'll SHOW YOU ! haha = $115

-mR. Propaganda Lamp = $129

-Mini Fridge = $70++ ??

-VESTBY bed frame + mattress = $139

-MELDAL wardrobe = $139

-HANES Desk = $ 58

-SNILLE swivel chair = $35

etc etc. WAHHHHH !! LOOK AT THAT MAN ! my dream room's TOTAL COST IS $984 +++++ OMG !! WAHHAHAHAHAA . i am SOOO EXPENSIVE !! ahahaha. damn.eh if strike lottery can we have ROOM ALLOWANCE NOT AR ?? AHAHAHAH ! WAH LAO EH !! i've gone maD ! still got clock, rug, pictures. BLAH BLAH. i LOVE DREAMING abt how my room turns out.. lol. but that's all there is to it. DREAMING =| .. ahaha ..

umm. lets see, dad yelled at me cuz of stuff at the LAn shop in front of everyone ( the joy ) , and hmmm.. argued with jamie. bro was late for work cuz he went out and was lying so i couldn't be bother to stay for awhile more so he could throw trash and my mom scolded me. i doubt she scolded him for lying though. SLAP EVERYONE. sis is cranky, dad is crankier, argued with jamie. everyone just go and die ! ahaha. ok with jamie, feel annoyed. dunno why. but hyper at the same time ? NABEI i'm mad ^^

Today's my oFF day, but helped out cuz my mom was sick. so after that, my sis called and she kEEP TALKING LOUDLY AND SAYING " HUH HUH HUH?". damn fuck annoying you know ? bloody hell. -.- .now she's cranky and i wanna slap her. ROAR !! so anyways, went home to look after my mom . er. which was as good as doing nothing. just needed someone to be home ?? bah. rubbish. jamie's parents invited my do dinner and i accepted cuz i thought i was free tonight. so anyway, waited at home for jamie to come out of sentosa ( he's DAMN BLACK NOW ) and meet him to go for DINNER. and my sis say's i'm SELFISH cuz i always think of myself ? she says i "FORCED" her into staying home with my mom cuz if i leave, she can't go out . then she said my bro go someone else's church, and he left already. but i was home and didn't see him LEAVE?? she put down the phone. like 2 seconds later i heard my bro's voice behind me. -.-". so i called her just to tell her - SEE ? aaron not gone yet what ?. i know, i know, i was being irrtating. i mean, just for fun only what? cannot take joke meh? apparently not, sickening i swear she is.my mom already said she didn't need her home what. den wtf u wanna come show black face for ? cheeken. she feeling better already. she was watching DVDs !!! kao. den my sis says, you try and tell dad that mom says DON"T NEED LOR . good point, but BLAME ME FOR WHAT FUCK ? if you told me you wanted to go out i would have stayed home to take care of her but u LAST MINUTE TELL ME THEN ask me to cancel plans JUST FOR YOU MEH ? pUHLEEZE. use ur brain. since you say i'm selfish, then i shall be. piss off.

on another note, met up with jamie and had lotsa fun =). he was hyper and we talked a lot of shit and was laughing my (hot) ass off !! we went to visit my grandmama at the hospital. she's better, but she's taking psysiotherapy ( is that how you spell it? ) to try to help her start walking again. =( damn. hope a miracle happens and she walks again in like a week. ok- not happening . but still =P . GET WELL SOON !! LAlaLALA. hmm, had dinner , and his gaurdian cook this ommelette thingy? RAINBOW omelette, i believe? haha. green pepper, red pepper black pepper mushrooms tomatoes chinese sausage and EGGS !! damn nice ^^.. i took abit of EVERYTHING cuz i'm tryin not to be choosy. i was reading through my old entries today. OMG i was totally OBSESSED with my convict !! (still am =) ) haha.his moM sent me homE, and he walked me to the door ^^. sWEET ! haha. oh yeah, i realized all the nice chocs a gave him ? he only ate a LITTLE bit !!!

!!!!!

turns out, he said they were to precious to eat ( hmmm ?) ! SURE NOT ? hehe. sweet talker. had lotsa fun with him, and came home to face the MONSTER ! haiz. hmm. maybe i AM being selfish. must keep an OPEN mind, to accept healthy criticism !! yeah, balls -.-.

finally have time to blog. went prawn fishin yst night, with Shaun, Ed, Dan, his girl and my CONVICT. HURHUR. ed had to leave early cuz of his mom, and dan had to send his girl home. WAH LAO. LALALAL nvm had fun. SHAUN CAUGHT SO MANY PRAWNS GO AND DIE YOU SICK BITCH !! ahahaha. stupid ass, catch so many prawns for what ? HUMPH. haha. lala . before that, met up with my convict to watch DATE movie. HURHUR , FUCKING LAME !!! WAtch the damn movie and you'll DIE in the Cinema from LAMENESS !!! why ain't i dead ? cuz i'm the queen. haha you can't kill the queen or i'll have ur penis looped off. HURHUR . LALALALA. went shopping, bought a pair of pants. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. hard to match lei. it's just so .. GREEN !! haha . bought these little Hook thingies. hand drawn. Fking cute !!! hEHE !! bought a pair of ORANGE earrings. lala. looked damn retro. hmmm. so anyway took a picture with my convict at the stairwell of the new mall, Icon. they had these changing lights. DAMN NICE ! i want some in my ROOM ^^ .







oh yeah, my baby got a new phone. D600. NICE ! HEEEE. lalala came home early to LOOK after my mom. she's upstairs sleeping like a PIG !! she having high fever. hope she gets better. lalalalal ^^. see i'm so filial. how to spell ar? HURHUR.
caught PRAWNS MANY MANY !! had to poke satay sticks through the ass and out the mouth. gross ? i didn't think so . hurhur. i heard prawns makes ppl horny ? hmmm =.= . AMANDA and ZINc couldn't make it ! SMACK YOUR NEHNEHS !! PANG SAE ME -.- . lol. oh yeah. i was bored at work. wanna see some retarded videos? haha. everything's made of blue tac. i'm so creative. hurhur





this is that happened after the video. HURHUR X).



HA ! ZIYING IS MINE !! YOU CAN"T SNATCH HER AWAY FROM ME AMANDA !! haha .

THEY BROKE UP WAHAHAHAHAHAH !!! YAY!!! FINALLY !!! WAHAHHA MERRY X;MAS HAPPY NEW YEAR SELAMAT HARI RAYA !! WAHAHAHAHAH !

hurhur X) SONGBO !!! my bro is an asshole la. i'm glad they're not together anymore. she's better off without him. pissed off my mom yst. big quarrel, need to move out. huhur. details on private blog. it's private. so don't ask me la DUH -.- .

headache. waited for jamie for an hour and a half. went home. he's booking out at 10 plus at night. a little annoyed ok? roar. i'm mad. talked to manda while waiting to pass the time. i'm going to melbourne. it's official. why don't i feel more - excited? probably cuz i'm leaving everything behind. siao man. haiz. i DON"T WANNA GO ! but it's for the best. quote mom/dad/sis/ everyone else. confused. er. updates on private blog. so go away. bye.