my life is aflling to pieces and i can't fix it. i threw a GIANT tantrum ( my fault ) and told my mom what i felt about work on fri and SAT AND SUN , having no time to finish my work etc etc and she got really pissed. she said i was SELFISH. wow. i sacrifice my time to help her on friadys acuz my sis end late and my bro go out and i told her 3 weeks ago i need sats off so i can finish my work for tuition @ 8 aM ON SUNDAYS . but i end up working both fri and sat and i have to wake up at 3 or 4 am to finish my work. and she says i'm selfish. den she says i have no planning of my time watsoever . HELLOOOOO ??? SCHOOLWORK ???? ODAC ( which is going down the friggin drain i can't bear to see it that way so i try to put my time in ) ??????????????????? WHAT THE FUCK DO I LOOK LIKE SUPERWOMAN ?????????????????????? i wanna SCREAM ! and she complain to my DADDDD and my dad is PISSED. oh the complete joy -_- . den today, my sis made plans with her friend to go study and my bro went out and i was supposed to work. but my MOM complained to my dad and THEREFORE my dad is angry and he didn't want me to work. So my sister had to cancel her plans and couldn't study and had to work instead. since i finsihed my work YESTER-FUCKING-DAY so i called my mom to ask if i could go out .she didn't allow it.i can't go out with edward/shaun and gang cuz my mom says i ACT disgusting aroud them which actually means she thinks i'm a slut. my own MOM thinks i'm a slut. joy to the world, someone just kill me now. so my sister went to work and my dad mega complained to her . and my MOM called my dad to tell her that i asked to go out. so my dad COMPLAINED MORE to my sis saying that they give me an oFF day to complete my work and whatever and i still wanna go out. HELLO ??? I DO NOT FUCKING HAVE A FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE. I TRY TO GO HOME EARLY AFTER SCHOOL, MOST OF THE FUCKING TIME WHEN LYDIA/ZIYING/IALI/ JOLENE ASK ME TO GO OUT, I CAN'T ! and why ? cuz i'm fucking WORKING. WORK WORK WORK WORK AND MORE FUCKING WORK ! am i ungrateful just to want a day off to spend with my good friends? is it so horrible to be friendly with some CLOSE guy friends ? IS IT SO HORRIBLE IF I WANT MY FUCKING LIFE BACK ???? why can you understand mom ? you said that just becuz i helped u out, that i thought i did you a big favour ? i did help, but i nvr said it was afucking big deal. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH . someone just kill me now. so fucking frustrated i just wanna beat the shit out of someone. i hope some poor soul provokes me at school so i can completely annhilate his ass. sigh. any takerS?