it's been a long long time . damn . i'm hurting. called him when i got off from work . and he called me leychey . if you wanna play pool just tell me ya ? don't pass the phoen to shaunie and say that. it hurts . =( . did badly for my 1st term. you should see my report. damn . i act like i don't really care , but i do . i don't wanna disappoint my parents. but it's like that's all i ever do nowadays. i'm lost . i need help . school is boring and a fun-sucker. haiz. i'm lonely. why the fuck am i lonely ? i don't fucking know. i'm going nuts. =( .. i need you now but you ain't by my side .. miss ya ..